Where did the year go???

Wow! November already, what happened to 2011? Kinda glad though thinking it might be cool if the world ends on 12-31-11.
Really though it has started to get really cold and I prefer winter, it is easier to get warm than it is to get cooled off. The kids get along better too they have to snuggle. I miss the life I used to live and mourn it daily. I am working on looking at what I can do rather than what I can't do. I can walk the dog at least once a day about 15-30 minutes depends on how cold it is. I can make dinners on my good days split them and have one for another day. I can do whatever I can do then I can rest and try again.
On another Awesome note I fell last night and I feel it everywhere. Not sure what happened but I woke up to Tj freaking out. My hand swelled up pretty big then my elbow popped and the swelling went down. It is not bothering me that much but it is hard to tell what pain is from what. I feel like an operation game sometimes, random buzzing and pain.
Tj is such a blessing in my life I don't know how I knew it but I have always know from the moment I laid eyes on him he was the one. I know why now; We had to build a friendship so deep and old so that he would be able to help me through this tribulation. I always count my blessings and am ever so grateful for every one I have. I am grateful to have all the Wonderful Friends and Family that I have been blessed with. Thank you all for your love and support sometimes I forget just how big my support group really is.