Well my feet went have been binge eating again, thinking I may have to just give up shoes all together. Nothing fits, my Adidas slippers are cute but Damn.. I keep trying to cross my legs ha ha ha stupid idea; I am sick and damn tired of this garbage. I want a Pepsi and have no way to get one. These are the times that are hard: I am only 32 years ago but a walk to the store is impossible though it is only 4 blocks away. My legs are numb from the shins down, I keep talking to my toes but they do not respond. I am so scared that this will not be the worst of it. How can I be a housewife if it consists of sitting in bed wanting to stand up I am afraid that is not enough, what am I? Did I ever think Tj would leave NO!!! Tj is the most consistent part of my Whole Life. After all we have been through there is not a worry in my heart about my marriage. I am however afraid I have not been as focused on making him see his value as I have not found mine. I am working on it.... tomorrow is another day the concern will change but the blog address will be the same. LOL sorry Puns I love them.
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