Ugh...

Today sucks I haven't slept for junk in two days, it is kinda hard on the body when it storms in the late night or early evening. I wake up in pain like no other, I sneezed and rather than cold chills it was like fire spreading in my veins but there were goose bumps. Weird huh? I started this at 20 to 8am my hands are pissed so it slow go today. I have no idea of this is ever going to stop but the more I think about I believe it won't. I guess it will do me well to just accept it I just still have a hard time wrapping my head around it. Still looking for the silver lining guess I am a hopeless hopeful. There was a positive reaction to this issue in the sense that the Fair weather friends have been disassociated. I did not realize how many friends I had that were not my friends. I am realizing things I would not have otherwise learned till much later in life. There is a silver lining I guess; some of the lessons I have learned are very painful and I think more easily learned later in life.
Loves...