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AARRRRRRRGGGGHHHHHHHH!!!! My legs are not working very well. I am sitting here my calves are freezing being shocked and my toes are not responding. I hate this junk. I wish someone somewhere can find something that will really help with my issues. One day my hands don't work the next my feet. I am so sick of this I have a Dr. appointment today hopefully I will feel better by then. when I try to move my toes I feel electric shocks and maybe a twitch out of one or two toes but it feels like I have curled them all the way in. I WANT MY LIFE BACK. I have the hardest time finding self worth lately but I am trying. Tj ius also going to the Dr. he is having a hard time with stress but who wouldn't in his position. I just try to be supportive and hide as much of my pain as I can to lessen his load so to speak.

Maya is having some hard times she is having nightmares Tj thinks she has man issues, I think she is not being woken up properly. We will get this under control I know that if we just learn her quirks and let her get used to ours we will be fine. The cats are being so much more tolerant of her I think in the next few weeks we will see her blossom into a loved pup rather than a stray in another foster home.
Well enough Boo Hoo for today.
loves. XOXOXOX