Today sux my hands hurt so bad I can barely hold my coffee cup, I'd like to get a hold of the jerk that hit my hands with a hammer. No but really I think it has to do with the monsoon junk and really interferes with the plan I had for the day. I wanted to scrapbook for Bear, he was such a ham I bet I have over a thousand pictures of him. I miss my baby I miss the companionship he provided and the unconditional love. I know he is not in pain anymore but I am.
I was not able to get any scrap booking done I did however make Tj some cranberry and orange muffins for work snacks. We argued over more and more of the same crap today. I fell into a dark place when he woke me up and just couldn't find someone to talk to or should I say someone who would hear my crap and take my side. I have to have faith that God will show me a way to navigate the path life has come to. I pray that he will help me find the strength and comfort I am going to need to work through the coming months. I will try harder to be positive tomorrow but in the end today sucked.
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