The weekend; Tj's Birthday.

So I have decided not to post on the weekends to be able to spend more time with Tj.
His birthday was on Saturday but we really did not do anything, well he didn't.
He found some fabric at Wal-mart and asked that I make a pillow the length of the bed. I used three bags of filling to stuff it.
We argued over dumb things like we always do. I did make the pillow and it was a great success. I love it and so does he, I hate arguing though it takes so much out of me over nothing. The new med regimen is to blame I believe, all I want to do is sleep and he is the only one to wake me up for meds. thus poor Tj gets the mean one.
We did spend some good time together and I would never trade any of it.
I wish I had more energy but lately I sleep on average 6-7 hours a day, I can't keep my eyes open. I know that the med change will not be like this forever. Tj and I are working on accepting that this is permanent and may ease but will never go away. I have been hearing a lot more popping in my joints my feet are the worst. I hate walking though I make myself do as much as I can but when it hurts to stand why do it? I think about Tj and up I go. I hurt but to have him caused discomfort causes me the greatest pain.
I love my husband and know why no matter what changed or how long since we had seen each other one look in his eyes and the rest of the world ceases to exist.